What am I?
A 5’9” unimpressive female with dyed red hair, blue eyes, and a narrow nose that falls into the full-figured/slightly chubby category at 20 years old.
Who am I?
A geek, who loves a male geek and owns three cats. I am an artist, a lover, a friend…some hate me, some don’t. I care or don’t. I worry about everything, even when I know I shouldn’t. I am often scared. Sometimes I wish that life were like the movies even though I’m an adult. What I don’t know about being insecure could fit into a teacup, but I am strong. I have hurt myself before, but will never do it again. I cry both when I am happy and when I am sad. In anger, I am mostly hot air if it’s about me. But if something is hurting a friend, my anger is not something to test. I’m good some boards games and crappy at most video games. The most advanced system I’ve actually owned is an original Nintendo. I think women are far more beautiful than men, but I am not a lesbian. Bisexual is not a state of confusion.
I love to dance, almost more than I like to draw. And I’m good, but I let my mind hold me back. I desperately want to own a house someday, but I love to travel. I daydream more than most. At night, my dreams are twisted and often frightening. I get sad quickly and for no good reason. I wonder if people truly care about me, or if they are just really nice people who put up with me. I hate seeing my mother cry. I’ve only seen my father cry once. I am actually friends with my parents. My best friends are over 10 years older than me. I hate school. I’m tired of being in classes and worrying about grades. I love the show Firefly, but hate Joss Whedon. I think that really bad movies are really fun.
With all of these things, I am not definable; I am unique. I do not fall into society’s categories.
In spite of all these things: my desires, my dreams, and my fears…
…I am a Nobody.
A 5’9” unimpressive female with dyed red hair, blue eyes, and a narrow nose that falls into the full-figured/slightly chubby category at 20 years old.
Who am I?
A geek, who loves a male geek and owns three cats. I am an artist, a lover, a friend…some hate me, some don’t. I care or don’t. I worry about everything, even when I know I shouldn’t. I am often scared. Sometimes I wish that life were like the movies even though I’m an adult. What I don’t know about being insecure could fit into a teacup, but I am strong. I have hurt myself before, but will never do it again. I cry both when I am happy and when I am sad. In anger, I am mostly hot air if it’s about me. But if something is hurting a friend, my anger is not something to test. I’m good some boards games and crappy at most video games. The most advanced system I’ve actually owned is an original Nintendo. I think women are far more beautiful than men, but I am not a lesbian. Bisexual is not a state of confusion.
I love to dance, almost more than I like to draw. And I’m good, but I let my mind hold me back. I desperately want to own a house someday, but I love to travel. I daydream more than most. At night, my dreams are twisted and often frightening. I get sad quickly and for no good reason. I wonder if people truly care about me, or if they are just really nice people who put up with me. I hate seeing my mother cry. I’ve only seen my father cry once. I am actually friends with my parents. My best friends are over 10 years older than me. I hate school. I’m tired of being in classes and worrying about grades. I love the show Firefly, but hate Joss Whedon. I think that really bad movies are really fun.
With all of these things, I am not definable; I am unique. I do not fall into society’s categories.
In spite of all these things: my desires, my dreams, and my fears…
…I am a Nobody.
posted by Tolkien Doll at 11:41 PM
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